eberidaeee..
i go outt wiff a smilee..
well..it was justt puutingg on a bravee frontt..
huu noess?
no one .
in maii harrtxx..
deep downn..
it ishh cryinn silentlyy..
whadd ishh fwenshipp..
whaddd ishhh lurrbvee...
whadd ishh happiness..
whadddd ishhh saddness..............
i no longerr noee...
maaebee i wontt be ablee to recoverr itt again..
dere;s a bigg knott inn maii hartt..
a bigg secret.......
it ishh waitinn for someonee..
a fwenn..
a fwennn......i cooodd reeliii trust..
orr maebeee...
i shood saee..someone huu believes in mee..
well...im juz a gerr..
a patheticc gerr..
shee trustss no oneee..
nobodyy trusttss herr..
reeeelii..
shee cann feelll itt..
u don nidd to spell it out..
i noeee....
im nott worthyy of u all derrr trustt..
hiaa``xx..
thishh ishh whadd u call fwennshipp ayy??
bestt fwennss indeeddd..
im startinn to feell tatt thishh aintt truee..
i juz dono whyy..
imm not blaminnn u orhhll....
i juzz voicinn outt moii thottss lohh..
wateverrr u feel abtt muii.............
juz saee barhh....
i guessss...................................................................................................
well..try to guess whadd derr dortx meann barhh....
i don tink u evenn giff a hooot abt it..
it don reeli concerns u aniwaeee..
why woood u wana invitee moree troubleee..
zi tao ku chii................
onii ppl.........
ppl huu ishh reeli trueee......
deyy will wen dao dii..
wellllllllllll.........
i guess im neberr evaa goinn to let it outt........
nopeeee.......
neverrrr..
i meann itt............................................................................................................................................